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From Bellybuttonporn
Haven't felt like updating lately. I do have a list of shit to finish up writing about my sister's wedding, so don't worry. I'll get to it all.
Girl I've got a major thing for is in town this weekend. That's pretty cool, huh? Well no, not really. Okay so, see, I'm awful at picking women. I really like her. She doesn't like me as anything other than someone to chat online with when she's bored at work. She's got a boyfriend she kinda sorta loves, but he moved out to California without her. The idea was that eventually she'd move out there too. She's been considering breaking up with him because she doesn't really want to move out there, and she's been looking for a local guy because she's pretty lonely anyhow.
Could I be that guy? Honestly? No. Not really. The shitty thing is that I'm perfectly capable of knowing this fact and also knowing that it doesn't really matter to me. I'm not really local anyhow. I'm closer than california, at least. But there's a lot better guys (in just about every way) even closer anyhow. That's fine. I wasn't an option. I wish, though. It'd be nice. I think we could get along.
Soooo anyhow. She's in town. We were supposed to hang out. At least get a beer or something, and then on sunday both go to a local car detailing event.
But her current/former/quasi-/yes-really boyfriend flew into her local airport instead of DSM. And she has to drive him to iowa, and cart him around for all the things he wants to do. So she's a glorified taxicab for the weekend. I mean, this guy is ostensibly her boyfriend so naturally she's going to gravitate towards hanging out with him. I can understand that.
But then to make plans to hang out with me, and at the same time talk to me about how inconsiderate he's being about the driving him around thing? Well, I dunno. It's a shitty situation all around.
I don't like this guy. He doesn't give her the respect she deserves. She certainly deserves better.
Amica's birthday was the 17th. She's 3. Since I got her, I haven't had any relationship, significant or otherwise. She's 3. Folks, it hasn't been about sex for about 2 1/2 years. I'd like a nice date every now and then, that's all. Just enough to keep me going. Just enough to get by.
