Surreal
From Bellybuttonporn
I'm finding it hard to stay motivated with work. I love the job, I love the coworkers. I just, I don't know, it's like I just can't keep focused. I can work for short bursts and then get distracted by something. I dunno. How distracted do you have to be to have something wrong with you? Could a pill fix this dumbass behavior? Does my insurance cover it (doubtful!) It's almost like there's a part of me that wants me to fail at everything. I stop myself from doing my job, paying my bills on time, etc. I just get distracted or put things off. Hell, I just don't know.
